Looking out for what dont know hard

Looking Out
For What Don-‘t Know
Hard To Figure Out
But Something Is There Though
Suffocation Everywhere
Dark Clouds
Everywhere I Hear
Sad Sounds
Feeling Of Shattering
Cold And Shiver
From The Eyes
Flowing River
Nothing To Hold To
Full Of Despair And Lost
Why Are Things This Way?
Am I Among The Most?