There is something in me which makes

There Is Something In Me
Which Makes Me So Weak.
Which Quitens Me Suddenly
When I Want To Speak
Which Brings Me Awake
When I Am Fast Asleep.
I Have Lost Faith In Everyone
I Feel I Am Alone And Am Cared By None.
I Don’t Know Why This Sudden Change In Me
I Pretend To Be Happy But Just Can’t Be.
I Suddenly Falter 4 Words Which I Know
And Fear That People Will Mock Me If I Show.
I Crave 4 Those Moments Which I Have Spent
When I Was Full Of Joy And Inner Content.
4 Now Happiness Has
Become Just Like A Mask
Which I Wear 2 Make Others Happy
And Remove When I Am Not Asked.