Why am i so dumb do hurt

Why Am I So Dumb
Why Do I Hurt People That Care
Whenever People Have Needed Me
Why Was I Never There
Did Anyone Ever Love Me
Did I Really Show My Love For Them
Did I Ever Glow With Life
Or Was My Life Always This Dim
When Did I Start Feeling Like This
When Did I Start Hating Me
When Did I Grow Up This Much
When Did I Start Needing To Be Free
How Can I Ever Change How Can I End It
How Can I Go On How Will I Ever Into Life, Fit
What Did I Do Wrong
What Makes Me Hear Death’s Bell
What Can I Do To Make It Better
What Did I Do To Deserve This Hell